October 31, 2011
Hello, I'm Eda incase you might forget, well life never been this better, enjoying my life to the max, today I wanna talk about climbing experience , well I've been doing it for 2 months now and guess what I lost weight, from 53 kg to 47 kg, impressive right? Some say I have the sexy body now, which I take it as a compliment, thanks. Ok, enough talking about me, so this is the story and how it begun, why I choose wall climbing? That I can't tell because maybe it's written by God that by this sport, I'll move forward thinking that everything gonna be ok, and to be honest, it does help me to forget and the other advantage I get from climbing are I'll stay fit, healthy and I can get to meet up with new people, friends and who knows one day lover perhaps, insya'Allah. Why I wanna share my experience with you guys, because it's great, it's good, it helps. I met few peoples who do climbing to forget his/her past, I met people with networking, I get to learn much more about life and I realize that I'm still young to be sad, or to say 'oh no! It's the end of my life' because it's not, I get to meet new people and better people every time climb, I wondered why this sport have not been established yet, because I see some potential talent in climbing that actually can bring up Malaysia's name to the world, I hope one day people realize that other than football, we still have talented people from other sport that can bring up Malaysia's name, I hope. wanna share with you guys few of my climbing pictures, hope you can join me on Sunday every week, see you guys there
September 5, 2011
California King Bed - Rihanna
Song I choose for this note that I'm going to write to people out there
Even Rihanna realize, that guys, when it come to get something, they start to create lies, sweet talk and etc etc.
but when it really is Love, we'll definitely know the different, between a lie and love, everything start to change and everything start to get better.
you feel special, you feel ... different
to those out there who are afraid of love, don't be because love is different than lies :)
love is wonderful, love is something that no one can ever say 'i hate love', it's not love that we hate, it's the betrayal, the lies, the bitter memories, the fight, the cheat, everything that make you feel pain when you're in love.
Love is not more than 4 alphabet that can cover everything in this life, sad, mad, happy, joy and etc ...
Love is something wonderful, love make you smile, love make you laugh, love make you cry, love make you so mad, everything is love.
A person without a love is just sad, lonely, life is not a life when there's no love to shine it
Even Adam have Eve, they have each other to live the world with
Don't lose love because of your ego, don't lose love because of your anger, don't lose love because you think lonely is better.
because at the end, you gonna be needing love to live with
lonely is sucks, yucks, because you know you're facing everything on your own, without no one to hold you, to even guide you to the right path
stop! stop making stupid decision because you think there's better out there because better person only show up once and only that time
don't lose a love when you already has one, don't be me ..
regret of losing is more painful than you lose it ...
start making wise decision, yes there's gonna be love out there but not as love that you love the most ..
keep it, hold it when you still have one ...
start to realize the love that always be by your side, when you in the most fucked up situation, the love still giving you a hand to hold on to ...
love is not more than 4 alphabet but love is the most greatest word ...
only love can make you feel different and complete ..
Cherish love when you still have it ...
love it, hold it, keep it ..
May 17, 2011
February 28, 2011
Ignore the tittle, I just love how it sound, like the day the earth stood still, a lovely movie to me I guess, played by Keenu Reave as the lead actor.
Without you - Mariah Carey
Trust me, I can live without you now because I know you just not worth it to beg for. I already done it lots of time and yea I give up on you, you just a character in my life chapter and now I can just consider you die in a car accident or maybe I can tell the truth that you just left me, with only a reason that you stop loving me. Life is unpredictable, once you were there and now you just gone, you know what is the thing that left behind? Your memory, our memory which I love it because it is just a greatest thing of all I ever experienced in my life, if someone offer me to do memory erase by paying me 10 million, I can simply say no. I know deep, very deep and dark inside my heart I love you but love is not enough when you're not there to hold and I can say that I give up, I give up the time we had, the memories, just to live another day thinking that it's only just a dream that you are coming back because i know you are not. I still can say that I miss you, I miss your touch, I miss everything about you but missing you only gonna stop me moving forward. There's no day I didn't stop to look behind, to see whether you still catching up with me or it's just a day of your shadow. There's no day I stop thinking about I wish I can travel to the past and fix it all up, but too bad it's only one of my thinking. No matter what I do or say, I know you gonna stick to what you already decided and it will never change. I'll leave like what you always wanted, I know I didn't get to say good bye.
p/s: good bye the only love of my life